Wednesday, April 30, 2008
♥ 9:40 PM
heyllos.
i noe it's mid year's but i'm definitely not slacking.
i've told myself i have to jiayou for mid yr to pull up my marks.((:
i've revised and it's actually my tv time but i dun feel like watching.
just now in sch,
i suddenly feel very sad and disheartened after recess.
when i kept receiving the mark scheme.
i onli have 1 A, 3 Bs, and 4 Cs. my class ranking's 29. GOSH. is like FAIL.
i suddenly feel i'm such a failure: i'm not gd at academic.
not gd at cca. not relli good at making frens.i have NO TALENTS AT ALL.
all my frens are so good at sth but me? NOTHING.
i tried comforting myself while i'm still thinking what a failure i am.
i told myself i have to buck up
but the devil keep interrupting saying that i cannot do anything already.
but i think i've defeated the devil.
i'm back to normal after some thinking and reflection abt myself.
i've tear-ed at some thoughts but of cuz no one noticed.
anway,
i'm so unlucky today that i'm scalded by this stupid bowl of hot soup.
i've accidentally poured that bowl of hot soup on my left hand.
my 5 fingers and my whole hand is slightly scalded.
luckily i'm near the tap so i quickly rinse my hand under the cooling water.
PHEW. i'm not burned, my hand juz turned red for awhile.
OMGosh.
why am i toking abt such disheartening stuffs today.
i think i better stop rite here.
bbye~
